Entitled to be Reckless

I feel that since I spent my teenage years not doing much and not having a lot of fun. I guess it was because of my strict parents. Anyway I feel that I need to have that fun. Usually this kind of problem is present to somebody who had to grow up quickly as a kid/teenager. I still feel restless. I still want to do something "crazy". I feel I can because I don't really have a commitment to anybody. I mean it's not like I have kids or anything, and that is one of the reasons why I feel like I can do this.