I was thinking about how much people hate anime and manga style drawings, and how to them they all look the same. I think a lot of people hate that like everybody does it. I felt my art felt contrived. Maybe I'm any kind of artist. I never said I was really good at it. Just intermediate at best. (I'm being generous with myself)
I was thinking of hanging up the pencils.
I will be like Marcel Duchamp "It's art if I say it is." If you are up on your art history you know who he is.
Maybe I can use this to my advantage. (I can't say how yet. I'll see how everything plays out.)
I was supposed to get a call back from the store I interviewed at, but I didn't get one like I thought so. :(